I never normally post anything about things that are personal through writing on tumblr but for this one time here goes. Today i said goodbye to someone whom i will probably never see again because of many reason’s. Someone who in a short space of time has had a huge impact in my life. The time i spent with this person showed me that sometimes no matter how much you want something it doesn’t always go in the direction you want it to go. Regret is a horrible thing to have, regret from things you said, regret from what you didn’t say and regrets from what action you did and didn’t take. I hope the person who has had this impact upon my life doesn’t let certain things in life control them as a person i believe we should all be free to make our own choices in life and not feel ashamed to be who we truly are. Sometimes the obstacles that we face in life are to big to be ignored and history is a big obstacle to overcome. Memory is a word that i have heard a lot in the last 6 months it can cause both happiness and disappointment. I hope that fate will allow paths to cross in the future and if this experience has taught me anything it is that you cant ever expect something to happen it just does.